I am writing to you in April 2020 and as far as I can tell, my last post was at the end of 2018. Now if that’s not a break from blogging, I don’t know what is.
My absence wasn’t deliberate or elaborately engineered (I promise!). I just think last year turned out to be a Very Big Year in lots of ways. Just to give you an idea of how hectic it was, here’s a list of some of the key events that happened in my life last year:
- bought a flat
- renovated the flat
- got a new job
- finally got targeted, specialised help for cPTSD (more on that later)
- ended a relationship
- started a relationship
- won some awards
- worked with various charities, publications and institutions
- did all the other Adult Things you’re meant to do
- managed to survive
- kept my guinea pigs alive
So…it was a lot. A. Lot.
2019 was a really pivotal year for me in a lot of ways. It was painful, transformative, exciting, and – to be quite honest – it was really blooming difficult.
2020 is turning out to be Quite the Year for all of us, I know, but I think 2019 was good preparation for me. When I give myself the time to gather my thoughts and think about how ridiculous the past couple of years have been, I am really quite baffled. There’s so much to address, I know I can’t fully explain it all in this measly, rambling post.
What I will say, is that I’m prepared to talk, and reflect, and consider. I am thinking of making some changes to nosuperhero: I am thinking I need to share what I’ve been doing a whole lot more (because although this little blog has been somewhat neglected, I’ve been doing plenty of work for other publications, charities and local committees). I am also thinking that nosuperhero.co.uk could do with a little update and makeover. I am also hoping that – even though my little blog has been a little sparse as of late – I can continue to work in this space, and continue to work towards making the world an altogether better place by sharing my stories, sharing my thoughts, and sharing my ramblings, no matter how uninteresting they may be.
So, a big hello from me. A big hello from nosuperhero.
It’s good to be back.